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illbeskinnierbytomorrow:

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Is it depressing that I know what book that’s from just for that like bit of text?

illbeskinnierbytomorrow:

oh yes..

Is it depressing that I know what book that’s from just for that like bit of text?



Has anyone ever chewed food and then just spit it out? I do that with crunchy things, pretzels, cheeze-its ect…


I ate so much today, I need to weigh 90 pounds :(


“‎”When I am alone and need someone to support me, no one comes to help me except Allah. When I pretend to be strong, no one sees my hidden tears except Allah. When I am sad and need a shoulder to cry on, no one supports me but Allah. Pleasing a human is very difficult, pleasing Allah is the easiest. People sometimes,punish me for mistakes I have not done, Allah ignores and excuses the ones that I did. This is Allah, the Greatest, The Most Almighty, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful, and all praise belongs to Him.”

Tariq Ramadan



Islam

I converted to Islam July 28, 2011 at the age of 16, I’m now 17. Though my father was never and is still not okay with it I always thought my mother was behind me on my new found faith, until today. Before I found Islam I was trying to get into the model business, my mother had shelled out a bit of money on modeling classes and headshots. Today she told me I had to submit my pictures to modeling agencies; this is how it went:

Respectfully I asked her “What pictures could I possibly send?”

She responded with ”Any old picture will do”.

“But mom, all my hair is showing in those photos and it is against my religion to show my hair, I cannot send in those pictures”

“I have spent $1,000 for you to do this, you are going to send in those pictures.”

“Mom please, how about I pay you the money? I would rather pay you back then go against my religion.”

“It is not against your religion”
“Mom, yes it is, that is why I wear a hijab.”

“No, you are Christian, you are not Muslim yet.”

“Huh? I converted 8 months ago what do you mean I’m not Muslim yet?”

“You are only 17, until you are 18 you cannot change religions.”
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With that last remark I couldn’t respond, I was speechless. When did your age determine what was in your heart? When I first thought about converting, I thought I would wait until I was 18, just because I thought it was easier. I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t wait that long, so at 16 I converted because in my heart I was a Muslim, it has nothing to do with age.







eatposelove:

Aerobarre: 7 Moves to Your Sexy New Body

  1. Boxing
  2. Perky-Butt Plie
  3. Attitude Adjustment
  4. Look-At-Me Leap
  5. Raise the Barre
  6. White Swan
  7. Diamond Downsizer

Gifs via eatposelove.tumblr.com
Video via Self Magazine



and you combined this with I drawing of a women with collars bonds, hip bones, and a thigh gap

and you combined this with I drawing of a women with collars bonds, hip bones, and a thigh gap





Progress
A Dash Of Amazing
Fashion
Wheat Thins


Current Weight

98 (April 29, 2012)


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5'1"
BMI: 18.5
HW: 130
SW: 122 (01/04/2011)
LW:96 (04/16/2012)
GW1: 110 (05/16/2011)
GW2: 105 (01/07/2012)
GW3: 100 (04/01/2012)
GW4: 95


UGW: 90




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